Farking hell.

Learnt a very painful lesson the past 2 days.

Always look at the switches when you switch on any lights.

Especially when you are working in a sterile cabinet using UV lights.
And with a direct exposure again.

I had to suffer 2-3 days of painful eyes (google up Photokeratitis), thinking that I was going blind when I first woke up from an hour nap at night after working in the lab that afternoon.

Suddenly had this painful cloudy vision from BOTH eyes which freaked me out, forced me to quickly wash my eyes with Optrex (painfully) to get rid of the cloudy vision (which didn't work), quickly putting icy compressions on my eyes (thinking hopefully it will reduce the inflammation) and sms-ing Michael to bring me to a doctor at 11pm at night.

Luckily it's just 'abrasions on the cornea surface' that will heal in a few days.

What if it was ulcers? Or cataracts? Bloody hell... How would I even finished my semester later??

I feel like a dog with dry-eyes, submitting myself to the circle regime of eyedrops, eye ointments and the fluorescein test.

And my project had to be postponed to another day... ARGHhhhHHHHhhhhhh....

The stupidity in me...

Life is like a pair of hanging testicles.

Sometimes it will sway the way you want.

Sometimes it doesn't.

Sometimes it just kisses some asshole and got yourself in trouble.

Damn.

I hate PR works when it comes to settling final year projects. And also the paper works. And the masam mukas and the grumblings just because we asked for something (at least I can count two who are actually enthusiastic about helping students with projects).

For goodness sake! It's two-o-o-seven! Where's the computerized system when you need one!? At least all it takes is for the project supervisor to key in a personal code, and ta-da...no need to run for signatures! And plus, we students have to pay for it and the other services anyway every beginning of the semester, so where has the money gone to?

Aiyo yo... With all the new Dell systems, it's a wonder why no one even bothered about setting up a particular network for bureaucracy stuffs connecting to every departments of the faculty.

I wish I can go back home this hols, but have to sacrifice the wanting for the must-do project.

Sigh.

Why not they give us longer time like other courses where they have A SEMESTER to do it?

At least we don't need to rush RIGHT AFTER OUR PAPERS to settle things out and have some backups if all else fails.

Nevermind...another chaotic semester left to suffer.